I don't know with anybdy here but the reason I chose to be a pagan is because Christianity I feel limits me. They said that if you see things other people don't you are seeing the devil. And if you dream or you saw the spirit of a loved one who passed away it is the devil confusing you.
What is it with the devil huh?! And now here they say be careful of what you wish for or else. Its like the devil thing again!

Everything has a karma here! I want power I want to control my destiny what's wrong with that? I will suffer the consequences anyway as long as it is my choice..... ( backing down slowly)
Peace and blessings!