I'm not sure what sort of answer I'm hoping for. Perhaps it is enough just to ask the question. Would the journey be any better knowing exactly where I'm going? Would I still want to go there? What if I changed my mind. Could I change my journey / path?

I used to find security in having control. After having kids I realized that I could not control everything. Now I seek contentment in going-with-the-flow. As I try to broaden (or dispose of) the view proposed by my up-bringing, I am enjoying the variety of options. The journey can be trudged with blinders on or traveled with enhanced vision. Even the view is a work in progress. A journey along the journey.

Yeah, sometimes it's best just to let stuff'roll'. ...and I guess we just have to do everything one step at the time.

sing me a song your a singer,do me a wrong your a bringer of evil,the devil is never a maker,the less that you give your a taker,the lover of life is not a sinner,the ending is just the begining,the closer you get to the meaning,the sooner you know that your dreaming,if it seems to be real its illusion,for every moment of truth theres confusion in life,love could be seen as the answer,but nobody bleeds for the dancer,they say that lifes a carousel spinning fast youve got to ride it well,the world is full of kings and queens who'll blind your eyes and steal your dreams,they'll tell its black when its really white,the moon is just the sun at night,and when you walk in golden halls you get to keep the gold that falls,Its heaven & hell

This "RELIGION VS. SPIRITUALITY" is not needed if you are satanist, satanist beliefs are includeing spirituality and magic works, so there is no VS There is only Religion and spirintuality.And even does Satanist who dont work spiritualy Belive in spirituality and magic, unlike most other religions thet forbid magic and destroying the tru knowledge.

HEIL TO SATAN!!!
HEIL TO OLD GODES!!

Wuk...
Can you please Give us your deffinition of....
Religion?

Spirituality?

Magic?

I think there might be some misunderstanding occuring, and I would like to be able to clear it up.

Religion:it is in wath you belive wath god do you belive wath hapen to you when you are deth wath festival do you do...(for me it is satanizam)
Spiritality:ith is prety same thing like like magic it is work on you self work on your soul widouth Spiritality there is no magic becouse all magic is Spiritality work if you do not work Spirital on your self you can't do magic
Magic:just magic is control of energy to get your goals and to do so you mast be spiritaly strong so more you do Spiritaly on your self you can control more energy and so you can beter do wath you want with it beisikly you can do more powerful magic and you wil hawe beter rezultats